Six months ago I said to myself, "Ok, this is it...this is the time to not turn back".
Six months later I ask myself, "can I turn back just for once?"
I know if I turn back, even just once, I can never get back again.
Sometimes, I just want to put all my ratio away and listen to my heart. But if I follow my ratio, I will always regret it. Then, again...if I follow my heart...the whole world will laugh at me. And, I'll be the only person to blame.
Months have passed me by, and I think I'm over that thought. No more will I ever think like that again. But Why....
tonight the thought is coming back to me?